Everyone needs a good make out session during the middle of work. Sure gets the heart pumping.
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I was asked last night at what point would I throw in the towel.
I was sort of taken back by it. I didn’t know what to say. I’m usually not one to be made to wait but it’s been like 5 months and going on half a year. For half a year now we’ve developed - something. Lately it’s become evident we’ve reached a new level. our first disagreement, my birthday, meeting friends. I suppose those are all milestones in a “relationship” but that’s the thing. This has no label. No one has ever made feelings known, at least not outright. I tell him I can’t share him, that I would not be cool with seeing him with someone else. He tells me I was wrong for sending him a picture of me with an Ex.
Lately he’s done quite a few things that lead me to believe that he wants more but then again, something will always occur to knock that idea right out of my head. And really what guy would want to settle down when you get the milk for free. I take care of him like he was my man. That’s my fault though. I do care but I also feel like I need to keep a wall up and not let him know that I care that much. I can’t let him think he won. I can’t allow myself to fall - he needs to fall first.
I suppose that’s our problem. Neither of us want to be the one to fall.
“She was the modern Isis, honey dog, she was priceless
Perfect definition what a wife is, I like this”
I accomplished not getting white girl wasted last night. S/O to taking a nap, reading, and ECP for making “that” happen.
I’m excited for my vacation. 1 whole week away from the daily stresses.
“Swallow the fight and inhale the night there’s not much else left for you to give”
Though we may have our struggles something keeps bringing us together. And no matter what I’ve done - nothing, absolutely nothing has deterred him.
“I was smiling hard, but I was lieing”
That used to be my motto but lately I’ve been smiling from the heart. Yes I have my hang ups and doubts but who doesn’t. I would be a complete asshole if I didn’t.
“Those are your shoes, these are my shoes, we’ve got issues”
I feel like I have some unfinished business that I should probably say something to but it’s easier not to. Despite having said I wouldn’t just up and stop talking to you I did. Shame on me, I know, I know. Ultimately, I think you found your way and the way we parted was less than desired but I was scared by your instability. I just don’t cope well with others luggage. Sorry.
“Today the part of man and woman will be played by boy and girl”
He said to me “Don’t be failling ;)” I told him I wasn’t and I’m keepin’ true to that. Mainly cause a good time is just that a g o o d t i m e. Besides I’ve played this game before. Being older and wiser he’s used to young and dumb - works to my advantage.
No I don’t like you, just thought you were cool enough to kick it. ;)
I been thinkin’ bout you, do you think about me still?
I remember, how could I forget? How you feel.
My gawd this song is EVERYTHING. MMMMM….